July 5, 2011

• I have so many pictures to post. This past weekend was great and I especially appreciate (there are just no words to express this adequately, heads up) the fact that I can walk into a holiday party ah-loaded with food and not feel as anxious or overwhelmed as I used to. (side note: really weird to be sitting here on the couch, watching my ex-hubs park his car down the street. Small town. Just sittin' here, minding my own business.) Tomorrow morning I'm hittin' the gym again. I always have a little performance anxiety after a few days off, but I'm heading in anyway. I spent many years feeling inadequate and not good enough for the gym and sometimes those old, irritating feelings (lies! all lies!) creep back in. I hate insecurity.
  I'm strong. I'm mobile. I'm capable.
  My body was created to move. So, there.

  Love this candid pic by Nate,
  taken after a day of swimming and frolicking with the fam.
  So content
  

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